First time

It was the kind of heartache you could feel in your bones, it was the kind of pain that runs through the blood in your veins, it was the kind of anxiety that corrupts your organs, just like toxic air inhaled, it was poison damaging your soul.It was like you've been daggered from behind by a venomous sword, it was like you've fallen from the edge of a high cliff, rolling down covered with blood and dust, body covered with scars and mud,  ripped at every edge, and the face full of bruises and contusions, purplish marks all over you and red flowing, the heart bleeding melancholia, burning tears streaming down on your cheeks, pieces of you fractured and your soul torn apart. It was like falling into a deep obscure ocean, falling into the dull shades of darkness and held tightly by gloomy hallows, falling Into a paradox with no boundaries.You feel like a dead corpse, carried by stormy waves, like crashed wooden box floating on the surface, so empty in the inside, apathetic and unbiased. That's how it felt like for the first time ..